Moving on

So in the past month I have done my best to mend my own heart and figure out what I want in this world. I have been on some dating sites, I have gone out on a few dates, I have had some yummy sex and all I have realized is that none of them are exactly what I want.  I think I  have realized that I do want that all american dream of a husband, a house and possibily more kids.  I have realized that I have not met the one person for me.  I have so much love to give, but the ones I want to give it to don't want it and the ones that want to give it to me can't give me what I want to be happy.  I feel like so often I am only wanted for my body, which amazes me because it is soooo not great.  I know I have many flaws, but I think I am lovable. I have a pretty good idea of what I want from a person, I just have to find the person who can give it to me. Right now, I am wishing I could combine the guys I have been out with in the last couple months into one. They all have good qualities, but none quite have it all. I do not want to settle.  I have done nothing but settle my whole life. I accept that there is no "perfect" person out there.  We all have flaws and life and love are about finding the person who you mesh with the best and learning to love their flaws.  Well, back to the search....